Endless Poems

"  if falling for you make me being a poet, then why would you not stay so I could endlessly writing poems "

- Farida AD (March, 2022)

Come Back and Remembers

Vulnerable hanging rack

Strengthen by a rope

Head up and going back 

Waiting for another hope 

Perfect time in Spring 

Lazy autumn coming 

Find a place called home 

Steadily away off the upcoming winter

Only could remembers

The good thing happened in the summers 

May those always repeating 

Without knowing, the feet need to continue walking

Heavy / Light

uncertain things keep coming back 

believing it may go through 

long time gone

wait to crawl up the top

heavy thoughts late at night 

lighter up with a glimpse of hope

mystery of the past 

another yet to be opened

worry much waste up emotion

free up and you could be a saviour

Saat yang Tepat

Jauh berjalan, terbenam bersamai cemas 

Malam yang jauh, siang yang panjang

Perahu usang, lamban melaju lemas

Menanti musim yang akan datang 

Sungguh rasa buaian ini

Bersorak menuruti semu 

Pada saat itu nanti

Tepat di kehadiran hangatmu

Bertanya dalam diam 

Menunggu akan jawaban

Suatu cita yang dalam

Terdengar jelas dalam dekapan

Impatient / Friend

You are patient; I am impatient. 

You are convenient; I am the inconvenience. 

Love is full of mystery, as you are the secret of my heart.

The ambush within lungs exploits all that I have.

Passing through months and years.

No matter what end.

Neglecting the voices over the ears. 

Can I be your endless friend?

Perfect / Weird

You are too perfect, 

So it seems very far for me to grab you. 

From the start, it was only me who had the feelings. 

Weird and impossible, yet you always keep portraying on my mind.

Uncertainty / Hope

Wavering thoughts in and out of my mind, unheard and unspoken. 

Will I be able to express these uncertain feelings, or should I keep it a secret. 

May I save this hope for a little while? 

Foremost Melody / One and Only

If you are okay 

I will be there night and day 

Constant thinking 

Get me deep inside feeling 

Look inside your soul 

I won't have any further goal 

Stopping aside, the gem is you 

Yes the gem what I've been looking for

Fanart - Honey Slides

Colin Croom (guitarist/keyboardist/vocalist/producer from the band Twin Peaks) released his debut instrumental album called Volume One, under the name of Honey Slides. I made a fanart of him, on the picture below. I was looking at his photo which taken by Alec Basse. 

Check out his latest music on your favorite music stream app, or follow his Bandcamp, just type Honey Slides. He released his album on 5th March 2021. On the album, Colin also worked with several different musicians, such as Dustin Laurenzi, Macie Stewart, Keith Rankin, and Tom Taylor. For the album artwork, it was designed by Andrew McGranahan, the single artwork on the first single "Skipping Stones into the Asteroid Belt" the designer was Cadien Lake James. From this album, Colin already released three singles: Skipping Stones into the Asteroid Belt, Arriverderci, Motherfucker!, and Mr. Persuassive (music video uploaded in Honey Slides' Instagram, directed by Clay Frankel). The album contained 9 track songs. You would not gonna miss to try hearing them. 

-Honey Slides-

By The River / Question - Answer

"By The River"

I saw you walking beside the river

Quite restless about something

Sandwich for lunch

The duck came near to where you sit 

Nothing but smile you gave

 
Stood and left the place 

Unconsciously seeing you went

"Question-Answer"

- Am I living in a safety net? 

    As the fish waiting for its judgment day?

- No wonder how people can be in love and then out of love,

     As a soul, it can be live or dead in a moment

Poznań, 03 April 2021

Hello / Goodbye

Some say an attraction happened because of the habit. Time that we’ve consumed together. The more someone contribute activity together, the more attractions would be coming for.

It was in warm and dry summer. Every morning, I saw this one guy who was taking the same bus with me. Nothing special. Acting cool, far from awkwardness that’s what I could have done.

People were ready to start their day, sitting, standing on the bus. Waiting for the bus to reach their near target location. It also happened on him; he would get off just two stops before me.

Without a name, without even known his aimed to be doing after he got off from the bus. I keep asking on and on inside of my heart. Insecure feeling, and took a little glimpse just before he got into the bus.

Properly 10 minutes, the exact time we would be in the same bus. Strange on how this silly attraction got me off thinking. In the end, life is always be bitter as usual. There are no hello nor goodbye.

>>> Attractions could be happened in everywhere, whenever, and spontaneously. Cherish every moment in your life.

- a story from a 24th year old girl

Three Hours / Strangers

-- Seeing the first snow of the season. Walk on the street together with you. Some says heaven is exist on earth.

-- I reassure myself, it was only a glimpse of a friendly attraction. We both are strangers.

Untitled / Feelings

If this feeling has a name, can I unnamed it. 

Because I don’t think I could state my feeling. 

This euphoria, this sweet little emotion grew even more. 

Please tell me, do you feel the same as me. 

If you don’t, then I’ll not force you to like me back. 

Written by Farida on 30th December 2019